Should I go bad? (Really Bad)?

My life sucks. I live with an alcoholic mother who makes me so angry that I could kill her, I have no job, barely making it on disability, don't make enough to get an apartment unless it's subsidized (which isn't so bad it's the waiting lists that are brutal) or in the projects (where I could not survive) and nothing seems to ever go right for me. I've developed Misanthropy since I don't have much faith or trust in others. Should I just go bad and just let loose? When I say bad I mean rogue criminal bad. Just plain evil and heartless.