I'm so emotinatly drainined depressed and tired just want to vent....?

well last night at 9:00 pm a stated to have contractions about 7 to 5 minutes apart so i decide to go to the hospital thinking it was time when i get there in fact i was having contraction they monitor the baby for 20 minutes and then the doctor came and check me and told me that i was still the same 4 cm and 80% effaced and baby was at -2 so she told me go and walk around the hospital for one hour 1/2 and the come back so startted walking at 11:00 pm and then i come back at 12:30 pm i notice that while i was walking the contraction were 3 minutes apart so i was really excited cause i was almost sure that i was in real labor so i come back to be check and she told me 'nop you still the same!!!!!' i was what???? the she said i go to get you discharge paper and you can go home she didnt care if i was in pain or not, so i start crying on my way home cause i was really fustrated then when i was half way home the contraction begin to get sronger and painful so me and my husband decide to come back the doctor was surprise that i was back i she didnt like it she has an attitude with me, so she monitor again the baby and contractions for 20 more minutes and the contractions were 1 minute apart and i was in a lot of pain but nobody was listening to me so she came and check me and told me i was 5 cm dilated and 100% effaced and baby was at -1 station so i was all excited and i told to my husband 'hunny today our baby will be born cause i through they will admit me, but no after she chheck me she told me ok i will monitor you for 2 more hour and see what happen and i was like what??? i will not be admited???? and then she told me if you have more changes yes, ahhhh!!!! i stated cring again they left me there in pain for 2 hour with contraction 1 to 3 minutes apart and nobody listen to me, so she come back at 5:00 am in the morning and recheck me and i was the same so she told me 'you can go home and keep your next apointment' ok now i was mad and i told her no way i'm not going home i staying in here until i have a baby. then she look at me all mad and told me ' well you are not in labor you cervix is not changing' and i told her what is all this pain mean??? gosh i just want to choke her!!! and then i told her i dont know what go to happen but i'm not going home!!! and then she was like ok and left so i call the nurse and ask her if i can told with diffrent doctor and she said 'sure' then 20 minutes later another doctor came i expalin the problem and all that stuff and he was more understanding but then again he told me we cant induce you if you are not 39 weeks and if your cervix is not 6 to 7 cm is nothing we can do i really begged him to keep me but nobody listen, then he told me w can give you some morphine for the pain and i v fuids so you can rest a little bit and see what happen i finally give up and told him ok!!! so tehy did that i just sleep for 2 hours and then i wake up to found that it was another doctor in charge so she came and check me and told me 'miss morales you still the same we go to send you home and i just was to tired and fustrated and i told her ok' she give me the discharge paper and i went home i eat something i get some rest i feel better but i'm emotionally drained i cant beleive what is happening to me!!! while i was there i lost my bloody show but nothing hasnt happen so far....